WOIT!(:
lols.
juz got back frm wrk.
and i am still lazi. to learn hw to use my blog mre and make it mre lively.
lols.
nvm soon2!!(:
erm wht to tOK abt..
hahahas, todae never go sch.
lols..ehk u dumb ass don act blur.
u knw who i tokin abt^^
some mre ask who e lucki gal.
go tink!!
hahas.
lols...
some hw..tinkin of her reali does make me smile.
i knw...we may not be e perfect match
n our wrlds collide.
n there will be some idiots mouth who won keep shut.
but...i still tink its gna be wrth it..
but liek i said i 1 get knw u mre!!!!
hahas soon2 yeah(:
hope u cn wait!
:P
hahas paisea sia ..
c her cnpirm i dne wht to sae.
hahas nvm2 i knw..
i hoPe if ure gan be with me.
its got to be pure outmost sincerity.
not juz a rucshed n not thought properly through decesion...
but when e time cmes.. if u chose to be with me..
u knw i'll do anitng.
don lk no further.
i'm rite here
i'll be dedicated to u .
anitnhg u 1 me to do i 'll do .
i'll be yr luv,i'll be yr best friend
juz tell me wht i got to do(:
u'll knw much mre abt me(:!!!
WANSUEY!!!
AVin cOOkIe JaHat
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heY! peoPLe(:
hahas..
erm wht to say?
lols...theres this thought in my mind..
recently and never thought i wld ever tink of it...
cld she love me?
or cld i even love her?
y not?
but our wrlds so diff..
our lifestyles....
but some hw shes juz sweet...
i dne wht she tinks of me...but...
i got a gd feeling abt tis...
i don wanna rush ..
i 1 to get to knw her mre...
but dam it i'm confUSed
is it tooo soon?
hahas!!!!
but i dn tink shes over her x?
some how my mind drifts to her now..
looks aside..
shes juz inocent n juz sweet
never,..thought i cld tink wht i am now.
but i'll c
not gna rush(:
lols
my blog is so dead!!!
i dne how liNk people!!!
hahas
WANSUEY!!!
AVIN!!!!!!!!!
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WOIT people!(:
where to start?
hais.....
aites..
u 1 me touch my heart n sae if i ever did Aniting wrng?
so i'll tell u ...
did i ever lie to u?
did i ever hide anitign from u?
did i ever flirt or cheat behind u ?
did i misbehave with u ?
did i disrespect u?
HELL NO!!!!!!!!!!!!
yeah maybe..i mite be hot tempered at times
but have u ever thougth how u were treating me?
so Mani times u hurt me,
when u said u thougth our relationship wasnt gna laz.
n lat happened
when u kept tings frm me
when i had to fide out stuff frm other people
when u ignred me!
n yeah tok to guys i don mind but cn liek tell me?
i told u everytiung.who i talked to .
i was open to u!
i was patient.
i lied to myself n kept everythign within.
i told myself i knew tis was gna wrk. i was gna make it wrk
i told myself u loved me.
in e end?
.......
when i went in lock up.it hurt when u didnt sound wried
K maybe u mite have been..
but e person i wanted to be liek e mst wried n caring at tat time ..
some hw wasnt u
i knw u don show yr feelings...
then whts love?
do u keep it in?
or express it?
n yeah i never expect anitng from u .
i tol;d u i don 1 anitng frm u .
but yeah at times it wld be nice to have somethign to remind me of u .
but i don care of material tings
wht i asked...tings tat mney clden buy..
u said u wld gib me
but u didnt.
when u dn express yrself to me?
hwo u expected me to understand u ?
i was trying my upmost best always trying to cntct u .
beign patinet..
it was killing me.
n who am i ?
hais yeha who am i
animre.
i don mean u don deserve love tis strng
i meant tille dae u knw how to cherish it.
it aint nice
i so fuckin don 1 feel e feeling i had.
not once in my life.
did i lose my grip.
some hwo i put u above everything.
family,friends,
i didnt care.
i was juz in a wreck.
i understand..sis..
family 1st,
so yeah.....
hey my dear..u meant e wrld to me
i was proud to have u .
n i am dearly sorry if i say anitng tat hurts.
i don 1 to hurt u!!
i swear!
u got yr life n i got mine(:
throughh it all let me say.
tis 10 mnths
was heaven spent.
thougth it may not have a happie ending..
nt eveythting ends with a sweet note.(:
like i said..if its faith.
myabe some where down in e fucture if u remember who i am
n if a love so strng stays true..
u will cme bck to me.
but time changes eveyrthign
so i won keep my hopes high..
its juz a dream(:
n...dearest,,, don make promises u can't keep(:
...
i still feel yr touch in my dreams..
forgive me my weakness..i juz dne y
withouht u its juz hard ...
eveyrtime we touch i juz got tis feeling
eveyrtime we kissed i swear i cld fly.
i reali wished it wld have last(:
n tat promise u wanna keep....
u knew hwo much i missed u ..
2 mnths..never meet.
i was waiting for u to ask me if cn meet.
yeah nvm i understand.
i will defineatly kol u cme...
but u tink it wld be e same?
n oh yEAH!!!!
hahas wht abt tat kiss?
10 mnths ..
lols i knw i won get it(:
anws....
wht else to sae
i tink i said to much...
jzu so u knw i don hate u
maybe a wrd to discribe it...
disapointed.
WANSUEY!!!!!!
AViN cOOkie JAHaT!
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WOIT!!!!!!!
hahas
i'm still not done with my past yet!!
so mani tings...
yet so little wrds to express it all...
so mani questions..Not ansered..
yet i knw..it cn never be ansered
so i'm juz trying to forget it...
but some hwo even till now...
where i feel better...i always end up in thoughts of her...
hais i aint angri with her,..juz pure disapointed.
n i knw!i deServe better!n i am so gna get 1(:
aft all i did for u .......
i wonder whether she got even keep wht i gave her?
hais...i wasnt tryiogn to buy her love...
but tryign to be sweet.
ehK!!!!hahas(: i juz need to get over it..n i kinna am..
but i knw ..e 1st 4 days.
never felt a feeling tat hurtful..
it tore me apart.
clden slip.
went drinkin..
liek an idiot.
ehk i aint gna waste ani mre tears 4 u .(:
u don deserve it.
i never seen a guy cry for a girl so much be4.
u make me lked leik as idiot.
u happie there with dne who all.
don 1 sae.
n u sae i am advertising?
hahas.
i don cre lah u tink wht ever u 1.
u never deserved me in e 1st place.
u don deserve love tis strong till e dae u realise hwo to cherish it
i juz hope ure happie(:
engh!!haahs(: of e past(:
WANSUEY!!!!!!!!!!
aVIn cOOKie JAhAT!
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WOIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I guess i start everything with talkin about the past.
Repeated the year..sec 3 again(:
But tings were juz good and bad....
How tings cld change in a instant.
1st time went lock up twice...
1st time saw my dad cry...
1st time doing well in studies...
1st time ever felt in love so deep....
i guess tats wht i'll tok abt....
Never knew i cld ever love a girl so much
juz pure sincerity,love , and juz i meant nthin wrng...
some how ...it was juz perfect to me(:
she touched my heart
she said she loved me...
she said she wld never leave me...
i believed everythign...
i trusted her..
i guess i was...juz blindsided
used too much of my heart and not my brain!
The first 9 months(:
ups n downs...but somehow ..eveyrsingle day!she made me happie(:
i knw..i did eveyting i cld to save e relationship.
but i guess it wasnt gd engh...
i knw i got my faults...
but did i ever hurt u ?
i dn tink so...
did i ever lie to u ?
did i ever hide anitng frm u ?
then y u treated me so ..
i dne(:
anws..i won say much...
i guess it wasnt meant to be...
I hope u knw...
karma...
u'll feel wht i felt..
tat laz mnth..
hais...2 mnths didnt c her...
i was understanding..
some hOw. ure frens cme be4 u .
it aint wrng..but i don where u put me?
i'm nt gna say wht u did wrng...
it means nthin to me ani mre.
its yr life.yr choices.
yr wish(:
hey i DOn mean to sound pathetic!
but when it comes to matters of e heart...
i juz aint strng(:
hahas red yr fav clr(:
so mani thougth runnin though my head
wondering y?
whose tat guy?
friend?.....
lols
it always strts from a friend
face up to it.
dn lie to me..
excuses..one aft another.
said mre then engh in 1 post i guess!!!!(:
WANSUEY!
AVIN cOOKie JAHAT!(:
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WOIT!!!!!!!!
Hey people,I'm Arvind! turnign 16 every 24/6/1993(:
I guess, i'm juz simple yet rebelious(: i love.....
PURPLE!(aint gay idiots(: )
REDBULL!!!!,my friends they mean alot to me.
MY brothers.
ANd i love animals...especially cats n dogs!
juz adore them...
i'm kina simple.. i dn ask much... i don need much...
but at times. people ...juz take advantage of me...
i love to write!!!yeah i'm dam expressive!crazy!hyper!
at times
AND also dam shy.
anws..tis is my 1st post!!! so i am still not used to tis shit(:
Oh YEAH!!!thkns rachel!!!!!hahas(:
ure much LOVED(:
it meant alot when u were there for me!!
imy!
for now!!!
WANSUEY!!!!
AVIN cOOKie JAHAT(:
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A hendsum pikure of avin! :D
Helloooo! (:
well,avin ish werkingg right now!
im rachel here.helping hym update :D
well tish blog ish specially created fer avin tuh blog abt hys lyfe..
so yup!!
&& avin! happy werkingg!!hehe.
Takecare WERLD!(:
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