Sunday, May 24, 2009
WOIT people!(:
where to start?
hais.....
aites..
u 1 me touch my heart n sae if i ever did Aniting wrng?
so i'll tell u ...
did i ever lie to u?
did i ever hide anitign from u?
did i ever flirt or cheat behind u ?
did i misbehave with u ?
did i disrespect u?
HELL NO!!!!!!!!!!!!
yeah maybe..i mite be hot tempered at times
but have u ever thougth how u were treating me?
so Mani times u hurt me,
when u said u thougth our relationship wasnt gna laz.
n lat happened
when u kept tings frm me
when i had to fide out stuff frm other people
when u ignred me!
n yeah tok to guys i don mind but cn liek tell me?
i told u everytiung.who i talked to .
i was open to u!
i was patient.
i lied to myself n kept everythign within.
i told myself i knew tis was gna wrk. i was gna make it wrk
i told myself u loved me.
in e end?
.......
when i went in lock up.it hurt when u didnt sound wried
K maybe u mite have been..
but e person i wanted to be liek e mst wried n caring at tat time ..
some hw wasnt u
i knw u don show yr feelings...
then whts love?
do u keep it in?
or express it?
n yeah i never expect anitng from u .
i tol;d u i don 1 anitng frm u .
but yeah at times it wld be nice to have somethign to remind me of u .
but i don care of material tings
wht i asked...tings tat mney clden buy..
u said u wld gib me
but u didnt.
when u dn express yrself to me?
hwo u expected me to understand u ?
i was trying my upmost best always trying to cntct u .
beign patinet..
it was killing me.
n who am i ?
hais yeha who am i
animre.
i don mean u don deserve love tis strng
i meant tille dae u knw how to cherish it.
it aint nice
i so fuckin don 1 feel e feeling i had.
not once in my life.
did i lose my grip.
some hwo i put u above everything.
family,friends,
i didnt care.
i was juz in a wreck.
i understand..sis..
family 1st,
so yeah.....
hey my dear..u meant e wrld to me
i was proud to have u .
n i am dearly sorry if i say anitng tat hurts.
i don 1 to hurt u!!
i swear!
u got yr life n i got mine(:
throughh it all let me say.
tis 10 mnths
was heaven spent.
thougth it may not have a happie ending..
nt eveythting ends with a sweet note.(:
like i said..if its faith.
myabe some where down in e fucture if u remember who i am
n if a love so strng stays true..
u will cme bck to me.
but time changes eveyrthign
so i won keep my hopes high..
its juz a dream(:
n...dearest,,, don make promises u can't keep(:
...
i still feel yr touch in my dreams..
forgive me my weakness..i juz dne y
withouht u its juz hard ...
eveyrtime we touch i juz got tis feeling
eveyrtime we kissed i swear i cld fly.
i reali wished it wld have last(:
n tat promise u wanna keep....
u knew hwo much i missed u ..
2 mnths..never meet.
i was waiting for u to ask me if cn meet.
yeah nvm i understand.
i will defineatly kol u cme...
but u tink it wld be e same?
n oh yEAH!!!!
hahas wht abt tat kiss?
10 mnths ..
lols i knw i won get it(:
anws....
wht else to sae
i tink i said to much...
jzu so u knw i don hate u
maybe a wrd to discribe it...
disapointed.
WANSUEY!!!!!!
AViN cOOkie JAHaT!
Labels: Some tinGs r juz meant to be..u be happie(:
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Peace Out!
